I am still not sleeping well. Too much on my mind and I wanted to get up and write about it last night, but didn't. Now, I am not sure what all I wanted to say. I'm still thinking a lot about work and about how it has affected my life in the past year. I know I just became a new Mom, too, and so that has affected me some, but I am very happy about that part.
The thing is that I waited for so long for her to get here. I realized last night (not for the first time) that I put my life on hold last year and the beginning of this year because of this. I'm ready to get back to my life, I'm just not sure what that means now. I really miss running the races I used to do, so that is part of it. I need to figure out how I can fit some of that in. I need to figure out how to fit quilting in, too.
So, how do I get back to it? More later.
Peace.
Hoarding Books
1 day ago
Time and age and routine. Give yourself time and her some time to grow a bit. Get into a routine of running even if it is on a treadmill to keep in shape. Run smaller races with her in a jog stroller. It will all come with time.
ReplyDeleteYou are doing great. Mom radar doesn't always work. I have missed a couple of pukie viral things with Glenys before. Those are not fun.
Beverly