I had a bad dream last night... I know it was only a dream, but it still sits with me wrong.
For some reason I had to go to a meeting with some other adoptive parents. I took Lil M with me. When I got there, the person in charge said that I had to give her back. And that she was "supposed" to go with this other family. That I got a different baby. So, they took her away and gave me another child to parent. :( Told me thanks for taking care of her for them...? She was younger than she is in reality, so I got the impression it was just for a few months. But, it sucked.
I haven't had that type of dream before. Maybe it means I've gotten comfortable and that's my subconscious trying to tell me I'm not as good as a bio parent... and that someone can just come take her away. I do know LOGICALLY that isn't the case.
PS. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!
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