I had to work for 11 solid hours today. Now, this is normal sometimes. It happens. We just had a release... I understand it. BUT. Little M did well at daycare. She seemed happy to see me. She wouldn't take a bottle or eat tonight. I think she ate a lot less today (3 bottles instead of 4. Actually, it might have even been 2 bottles. oh no). She had other food, but not like normal.. And she didn't want a whole lot to do with me. :( She did finally calm down and fall sleep laying with me, but I could just tell that the 11 hours away got to her. This is all still quite new for us, and especially her.
I have to work, but holy moly. I felt so guilty for being gone so long. I am really not wanting to go to work tomorrow, but I have to. I've got to figure out if I can get out of working this weekend.
Anyway, we got through it, but it was harder than I thought.
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