7am is DANG early. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Sheesh. I'm exhausted, and it's only been one day!!! Little M didn't even take a full bottle this morning, she was so tired. I decided to 'wear' her tonight for about an hour... we took the puppy for a walk (even though it was 90+ degrees out). It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I just needed to get out for a few minutes. I think I'm going to go back to a lot of baby wearing this week. I just think we both need the closeness, so she knows that even though our schedule has changed, I haven't.
I think I mentioned it, but we really had a nice day yesterday. I hope we can continue that vibe, as opposed to how I felt last week. Even with the new schedule.
Oh, God, please help me get through this schedule and finance issues (somehow I got some letter from KY stating I owe them money... I'm NOT sure how that is even possible. ugh. So, I've got to figure out what to do). And my step-nephew also needs healing presence and peace.
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