I'm thinking of letting the baby sleep with me tonight. Ha. So there. She fell right asleep with me laying there, and I just don't feel like moving her (yes, I came downstairs and made sure she was surrounded by pillows in case she rolls too far). I know I don't have to justify... so, why do I feel like I have to justify?
Good heavens. I've got to get over this worry, worry, worry!!!!
Little M is teething and she's just been a bit crabby this week, too. She hasn't given me as much eye contact and she's been crying more (which for her, is a big deal). I try to keep the eye contact going, because if she doesn't give me that it can be a sign she's disassociating. Ok, now... I know she's doing pretty darn well overall. Those articles I read about attachment throughout the 18 month wait still linger. (as they should)
This only having about 2-3 hours a day (in the evening) is tough. I hope it gets easier. I wish work would be a little more understanding and let me work a few hours a week from home, but I don't see that happening right now. It's tough.
Ok, the good news... Little M 'cruised' tonight... she moved from one piece of furniture to another standing up... almost, dare I say, walking. Just almost. I let her crawl all over tonight. She is a mover alright!
I need Peace tonight.
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